Seriously, am I? I'm a failure as a teenager? a girl? a teenage girl? I mean, girls my age, they boyfriends, sex, they party a whole lot, they make out with strangers, they drink! I mean, i don't do any of that! Well, i've started to party a little bit but i've never had a boyfriend! EVER! Never ever in the history of time! I've never even been kissed! And i'm way over my timelimit for that! So, am I a failure? should i just give up and just except the fact?I'm so confused and i feel like i'm the only girl in the entire world how's never been kissed! or had a boyfriend. I know i'm different and i don't mean educational or anything like that, i'm "normal" in that sense, I'm just different... Maybe guys don't like my kind of different? No that's not true, maybe the guys I like don't like my kind of different?

Jag är så trött på det här! Varför kan inte de man älskar bara vara trevliga mot varandra?! Snälla?! ARTIGA?! Jag blir så jävla förbannad på att de rent ut sagt inte kan uppföra sig! Det är inte så trevligt att säga "Up yours" bara för att man inte gillar det man blir ombedd att göra. INTE OKEJ!